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I'm a celebrity who was hooked on cocaine. You know about my partying - but nothing of the shocking health consequences I still live with this day

Each line is a lightning bolt to my brain, electricity buzzing through my veins and, for a few glorious moments, I am funnier, sharper, more confident, my laugh louder, my eyes have that extra sparkle.

Each line of cocaine is a lightning bolt to my brain, electricity buzzing through my veins and for a few glorious moments, I am funnier, sharper, more confident, my heart pumping harder, faster, my laugh louder, my eyes sparkle. What comes next is thrashing around in bed in the early hours, alone, with regret, shame and anxiety swirling, staring at the ceiling feeling like I am going to die. A slick of lip gloss, the fresh highlights in my hair, I went to the gym, ate well, and I owned a successful high-profile business.

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