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I should've listened to my sister's warning before I had breast implants. I knew there'd be leers from men - but nothing could have prepared me for the most humiliating regret of all... AMANDA GOFF

Amanda Goff's first boob job was 'for her'. But after she started making money as Samantha X, she got 'greedy', going under the knife until her boobs were what she calls 'ridiculously big'.

Years later, a bipolar diagnosis changed everything: she retired from sex work, walked away from her old identity, and went in search of Amanda. In her new memoir, Misfit, she writes about her love/hate relationship with her surgically enhanced chest, including the warning her sister gave her before her final - and biggest - boob job. I had the biggest boobs, I had lots of money, a nice car and designer clothes, and I still wanted to kill myself, so if you think it works, it doesn't.

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