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Halsey Is Still Processing ‘Complex Feelings’ Almost 10 Years After Harrowing Miscarriage

Halsey appeared on the 'She MD' podcast and reflected on her experience having a miscarriage during a concert at the age of 20 in 2015.

In 2016, Halsey described the set as “the angriest performance that I’ve ever done in my life.” There was something about the order of her priorities that made her realize that she didn’t “feel like a fucking human being anymore.” After the show, they threw up profusely in a parking lot, then boarded a plane to Canada for another appearance. The song detailed the health struggles they had been experiencing in private during that time, painting the picture of cold hospital rooms and the emotional wreckage that came with the end of relationships that didn’t survive those low points. The lengthy post was aimed largely at their own fanbase, who she said “are hands down meaner to me than any other people on the planet.” For so long, Halsey had prioritized them — the time they put into supporting her, the distances they went to attend her shows, and what the music she made about her own life ultimately meant to them.

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