John Lydon, 68, admits he is 'crippled with grief' and 'terrifically lonely' one year on from wife Nora Forster's death - and confesses he tries and fails to 'drown himself in alcohol'
John Lydon details the 'awful' moment he had to give medics permission to stop trying to keep late wife Nora Forster alive after her long Alzheimer's battle: 'Half of me went with her'
Sex Pistols John Lydon admits it was 'almost a relief' when wife Nora Forster died from Alzheimer's and was 'put out of her misery': 'She was happy and laughing in her final days'
Sex Pistols' John Lydon admits that completing the housework as he cared for his late wife Nora Forster inspired his new album
Sex Pistols' John Lydon admits he drank 'non-stop' for three months and would 'cry into his bottle of whisky' after the death of his beloved wife Nora Forster
Sex Pistols' John Lydon reveals he sleeps next to his late wife Nora Forster's ashes
