Amanda Kloots holds a memorial service for Nick Cordero and says she's 'scared of her new normal'

Amanda Kloots posts video from Nick Cordero's phone...as she is seen out for first since his death

Amanda Kloots pens heartfelt letter to son Elvis, gets tearful while discussing Nick Cordero's death

Amanda Kloots shares a touching story about her son kissing a video of his late father Nick Cordero